It's been a while.  I've been pretty busy, and when I'm not, I'm usually playing with Isabella, my new calico kitten.  She's 11 weeks old, and soo sweet!  I finally got my permit.  The computer had a virus, so I had to do a written one, which was easy.  I missed one, the first one... a very easy one!!!

It's not fair, I want to be in Italy, but nooo.. of course not.  I can't wait until next summer when I'm in India, that will be soo much fun.  I'm thinking since I have to wear a Sari, I might as well get my nose pierced with gold and then get a chain to my ear.  I don't look like them, but I can at least attempt to fit in.

Ah, only two more weeks of drivers ed.  I think it's fun driving, but I'm not sure if I'm going to live long enough to get my permit.  Example, today I was in the car, looking out the window.  I was in the backseat with my legs crossed, half listening to my instructor, half still asleep.  The boy who was driving us around sure woke me up pretty quickly.  He not only ran THREE stop signs, he kept going on the wrong side of the road. It would be one thing if this wasnt on a street, and it was on a dirt road or something. 

I'm still planning on going in for modeling in August. . .so wish me luck!  I'm not even sure if they are going to accept me just because I'm not superskinny.  I have gotten thinner, but i'm not considered skinny yet. grrr..

well, i'm off to finish up housework. lataz

Currently Playing Meteora (Dig) By Linkin Park see related

- Breakin' The Habit

This morning I was at school for drivers ed.  We were all in the cafeteria, and I saw one of my old teachers and his son, plus a few friends.  Sean was there, mom and I saw him and his mom leaving, so we pretended to just run into him like it was a surprise.  She seems friendly, but Sean glared at me, and it was just really awkward.  I saw Christina!!! That made me happy.

Ugh, everybody's still asleep, and I'm bored.  I wanna take a walk or something. . . or play poker.  I was taught how to play that yesterday, though, I must admit, it's not as fun as Black Jack. 

Everyone should listen to White Trash Beautiful by Everlast.  It's really sad, but it's SUCH a good song.  That's not a surprise, since Everlast is such a good band.  Their lyrics are so deep, disturbing, but deep.  Another good song is Breakin' The Habit by Linkin Park, also a tad bit disturbing.

Ben is still gone, he's gonna be gone for a while.  He's at a MorningStar conference, then he goes to another one.  I miss talking to him, he's always got something interesting to say.  I'll keep praying for him.

-Ab

The day started off just like any ordinary day; the air was warm yet humid, I got up groggily, got changed and went to church. Just like any other Sunday, right? Wrong!  Later on, around 5:00, I got online and was hoping Ben would be on, but instead Shelley was online.  She IMed me, and reminded me of what my mom had said earlier about inviting her to youth group sometime.  I wrote a quick "will you go to youth group with me tonight? please?."  She was really excited to go, so she came over; we laughed as we normally do when we joke about our stupididity.  My mom got home not long after she was here, and asked Shelley if she wanted to become saved.  I had always assumed she had, but I guess I was wrong, because sure enough she was  right next to me praying and asking God into her heart.  It was such a cool thing to witness, because I love her so much.  Infact, I think we are going to India next summer. 

Sean has been driving me insane lately.  He thought I was clingy, and that's why he broke up with me, and okay, perhaps I was a bit on the attatched side.  I'm totally over him, but I'm not quite sure if he's over me.  He's being extremely clingy towards me, always expecting me to call him, and I dont normally want to, so I dont; and he gets all pissed off at me.  It's his own fault!  He needs to learn how to be controlled.  Jeez! 

Anyway, I'll write more later.

*Much love*